月亮下

cannot be sadder

bad mood these days.

nothing happened

just feel bad.

no reason.

means i ain't happy as usual.

i want to sleep.

i didn't want to weak up.

but i have to.

there is something left in my head.

sitting here all along in the middle of nowhere

don't know which way to go

there ain't so much for me anymore.

miss the one u r missing

someone told me

alright.

maybe,

who is missing me?

u ? her ? him ?

i've no idea.

nice day today

someone asked me :

why not go out?

i said:

do not want to

can never be sadder,i am

another one asked :

do u have any plan tonight?

i replied:

no plan right now.

why not have a party to celebrate ur gtaduation?

i smiled,shaked my head .

said no,i don't want to.

just leave me along.

not longly.

keep going,keep fighting.

yes i am.

i will overcome

may i?

yes,i do.

i love this word.

i am annastasia.

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里

——杨丞琳《暧昧》

有时候暧昧如糖

甜甜的 享受着暧昧的温暖 也挥霍着暧昧留下的空间

有时候暧昧如药

甜到哀伤

相爱的人暧昧着彼此的暧昧

很累。

暧昧很害人 也很误人

暧昧着 就会把爱 暧昧过去了

留下遗憾 留下痛伤

暧昧有时候很美丽

学生时代的暧昧 青涩的

总能留下美好的回忆

白衣飘飘的年代……

暧昧有时候很迷醉

沉沦在似有似无之间

暧昧有时很恍惚

触摸不及 左右不是

暧昧有时候很伤心

捉摸不透 无从考证

暧昧美在飘忽不定

也 苦在此

暧昧 伤心

不暧昧 不懂情调

不暧昧 不懂推往

不暧昧 不懂虚晃

不暧昧 不懂暧昧

不暧昧 不是直白

不暧昧 就会有压力

左右不是

暧昧不暧昧 都累。

曲水说的好:

单身很好，黄金时代。

我曾经非常喜欢的小诗 我爱读泰戈尔的事 清丽 我爱读普希金的诗 婉约

      我曾经爱过你  普希金

    我曾经爱过你：爱情，也许 

　　在我的心灵里还没有完全消亡， 

　　但愿它不会再打扰你， 

　　我也不想再使你难过悲伤。 

　　我曾经默默无语、毫无指望地爱过你， 

　　我既忍受着羞怯，又忍受着嫉妒的折磨， 

　　我曾经那样真诚、那样温柔地爱过你， 

　　但愿上帝保佑你， 

　　另一个人也会象我爱你一样。

     I loved you - Pushkin

   I loved you; and perhaps I love you still,
   The flame, perhaps, is not extinguished; yet
   It burns so quietly within my soul,
   No longer should you feel distressed by it.
   Silently and hopelessly I loved you,
   At times too jealous and at times too shy.
   God grant you find another who will love you
   As tenderly and truthfully as I.

http://www.langsong.cn/song/wocengjingaiguoni.htm

   I loved u.